21-30th November, 2011

Now I can pick up hte phone and start the conversation a little…. but only if  I like to… My first few sentences would be…. `pari paina…..sasrikaal…vaguru ka kalsa…. vagu ki fate` and these words will spurt out so fast especially the last few words…..just like a slipping car with worn out tires on the frozen ice, …. and then my nerves are calm and composed and i will restart like “thoda ka haal aa”….and some responses to their queries “main teek aa”….. and by this time…. something else will distract me… and I will try to find a reason to handover the phone to someone else…. and if nothing works and I seriously want to avoid the conversation on the phone…. i will toss it over… and i am sure someone else will catch it….  and I will run away….

My emotional aspect really gets ignited just before the sleeping time…… coz that is the time when i want to call someone … go to them and sleep with them…… i even have said something like “mera ji nahi lagda”….”main uthe jana”…. “ I want to sleep with…………” where this blank space is always the person who is not on that bed where i am lying…. like if I am with dadi ma… i want to go to mom…. if with mom… .to dad….. if everyone is around… then someone who is not at home…. like bhuji… .dada ji….. jassi uncle….. chacha ji…. mama ji……. long thing short…. I want to avoid sleeping by hook or crook…. but somehow i always sleep after some time, while trying to distract my parents…. but one thing is sure… most of these times…I made my mom sleep before me……

My stories these days start with “onc pon a time, there was a gagga”…. i am not sure…. in fact no one is sure…. what this gaga is????

An all my faults are taken care by monster….. like if I am scolded by anyone saying … why you did this or why you did that…. i will innocently say….. “monster did it… not I”  or “squirrel did it”…. its funny how i am able to make instantaneous stories… 

The biggest change that has come in my personality is that I have stopped watching TV as much i used to watch when i was in London. Here time is spent playing with gugu, dadi ma …..

My speaking abilities have successfully transformed from english to punjabi…. although I still try to mix those two languages but now most of the times…. its punjabi that rules…….. went ot library couple of times….. and the afternoon walks with dadi ma…… the daily routine is pretty much set….. a good 2-3 hours sleep in the afternoon and late night bed is very common.

Things have been changing a little…. I am growing and so is my learning…. manipulations….. naughtiness and ability to impress others……